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Thursday, June 7, 2007 @ 3:45 PM sian ai ya i hate tis feeling...sianz |
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Wednesday, June 6, 2007 @ 8:40 AM feel much more in place todae i am quite happy bec we onli have three hr of lesson...everything is fine todae except for the past incident abt the camp buddy grp and one of my class mate .... and i quite hate it .. adn oso hate the running but it is fine... and i oso feel bad when i say something back to my frenz... i was so mean... so sorry.... i wish everything will be like wat happen b4 and wish no changes will take place... although i know it will nv happen... i must oso syudy hard and stop playingg... i mus do my best to nt disappoint my parents and prove to them i took the right way.... and oso most important to myself.. i shld nt let myself retain.... |
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@ 8:31 AM feel much more in place todae lesson is so short we onli have three and the half hour of lesson i am quite glad hehe... although i was quite unhappy abt our buddy grp class and how my frenz complain abt them and run .... but everything have fallen back in place i start feeling much comfortable in the grp all the i am oso feel quite bad todae for saying the words to my camp mates .... i wish they will not take it to heart hehe... wish everything will be fine everyday and it will become better each day:) |
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Tuesday, June 5, 2007 @ 3:04 AM sad i feel so out of place.. i think i do not belong to the group anymore... i do not have anything to talk to them... everything have change after the camp... i wish all tis have not change..... |
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Monday, June 4, 2007 @ 3:28 PM back to school again yesterday was the day we had to go back to schl.. actually i was quite happy abt it .... bec i could see all my frenz... but all the lesson make me feel so sick....in chemistry lesson when my chem teacher say that how impt is the block test to us and that it will see if we can promote .. i began to be afraid... it is quite scary.. i dun not to retain.... i tell myself i must study but in the end i did not i feel very upset... tis is the promise i make to myself that i must always study when i come back home and also spent quiet time wif god... i must do it... jia you.... yeaterday we also celebrate yong wen it was quite fun and yong wen was so touched.... we also went out to eat wif my classmates(desmond,jermery, wan qing and hui yu... we had a fun time eating togather i think they are v funny..... |
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Sunday, June 3, 2007 @ 10:40 AM why is tis happening to her she comes frm a broken family ...and i know she feels v sad abt it but now all hers frenz are leaving her and some even backstab her.. is she tat bad ... i think i find her ok but ppl are telling bad things abt her.. i feel so sorry for her... if she was born in a noraml family everything would b fine... she would not be like tat... she will behave like the other kids u see in the streets.. all she need is just lve... she is lack of her family lve .... y cant we frenz give her frenz lve.... y mus u all treat her tis way... i think if u were her u will act the same way as how she does now... i think it is not wat she chose .... she did not choose to be like tat... she had not chose but to suffer like tat.. i know she is v unhappy wif her life and she is gg everywhere to seek for lve and belonging... i wish i can give it to her and i am trying to give it to her bec i think she deserve it... i am fortunate to belong to a healthy family... and i thank god for tis ..... i wish the rest of the people will change their thinking bec if they were in her shoes they also act the same way and it would be hurting to find out that her frenz dilike her and hate her... worse is they backstab her... tis is worse thing and the last thing that a person could do to her frenz... i wish we can give her more lve and she will feel the lve and belonging in us ....my opinon will remain the same and not influence by other people you are my best frenz for now in the future and forever or even next life... i do not regert u as my frenz... i Lve u.....:) |