Sunday, May 31, 2009 @ 8:29 AM argh felt so unhappy with myself nw i am seriously getting fatter and fatter gosh i must really do smth abt it before it turn out to be CHICKEN DRUMSTICK haha hate it gosh and my face also started to have pimple again gosh how i wish it disappear and nv come back haiz ... wow at last i went for ballroom practise after skipping for 2 lesson felt a little lost at first but pick up quite fast but the CONDITIONING- known as stretching is tortureous we had to do right, left and front split is perfect split !!!!!!!!! luckily i was taught beforeor else tis will be the last time i go for practise haha!!!!!!!!!!!!! but had fun during practise and i am so inspired to go for competition after watching the dance move by my seniors super damn nice i promise `loving the feeling with you around` |
Thursday, May 14, 2009 @ 8:43 AM i really hate doing all tis module it is so irratating how i wish it will all end soon so tired of school... thx to asshika, nat, nad ,lynn, jun feng, kendra i was make a post tat was out of no where... really THANKS TO YOU GUYS went to visit my grandma today at WOODLANDS it has been long since i saw her so glad to see her i love to eat the food she cooks I PROMISE THAT AFTER U EAT THE FOOD U WOULD WISH FOR A SECOND SERVING, THRID, FOURTH... but she seems to look older and weaker her leg has gave way whenever i see her i have tis feeling that i cannot describe she is the grandma that i treasure most and i would never ever wish to lose her SUDDENLY I AM SO AFRAID TO BE OLD.. i hope that i would be able to remain young but i know it would nv happens ============================================= never knew it would turn out tis way courage have become a sadness this feeling that cannot be expressed and describe waiting for time to time to pass but when it pass the arrival would never be the one i am waiting for |
Saturday, May 9, 2009 @ 6:44 PM I am sick of going to: -school -attending lesson -having to bring my laptop to school -doing all the project -working I am feeling so tired,if time could pass faster, maybe i would feel better. I REALLY WAN TO BE ON DIET I feel so fat especially my leg i hate to look ugly wearing all those clothes. i hate to see the eyes of other ppl i hate all this i really hate it i dont wan tis anymore i wan to be on DIET AND IT MUST BE A REAL SUCCESS time please pass faster faster ~so missing you~ never knew how much i would miss till u leave hoping every day tat the day would come |
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