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Friday, May 30, 2008 @ 10:33 AM yeah so happy two ICA papers down and the last econs paper nxt week and hoilday :) so happy :) haha so gald that i did well for my statistic today haha... wow so impressed by JUN FENG full marks le .. but gald to see tat his hard work actually paid off.. thought Wei Qing and Randy statistic yesterday and haha glad to hear tat Randy pass.. As for Wei Qing haha he gt half my mark man... haha... see la dota dota... maybe if question comes out dota he will be the best student in class haha.... but dun be discourage kk must jia you for the nxt ICA ... haha our class did overall okay la... glad to see a lot of ppl pass den went out wif Qing today... went hong kong cafe den far east and we went Cafe Cateral ... den in fast east had a great chat with 1 of the shor tender... a v interesting women .... haha half the time we are eating but had fun time wif her ... yeah we are gg under a diet plan soon and hope it will be a success man :) lets jia you... den we will be able to see the slim version of ourself haha... den can eat and eat and eat le haha:) |
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Monday, May 26, 2008 @ 9:25 AM was a little SAD bec i make the stupidest mistake today and tat is to look at the other side of the guy ans gosh.. i lose the 1 or 2 mark to almost full marks .. if i have nt look the ans would remain and i would be right ... hiaz... this is to teach me tat i should be confident wif my ans and nt have doubts but anyway a thing to console is tat i think i will still gt a A haha hpoe so wish nth goes wrong and everything to be fine haha(: dun be discourage for those ppl who did nt perform as well u will and u can do better nxt time.. dun be discourage lets look onto our goals and lets fight to there k(: nth is impossible unless u give up on urself kk(: thx ppl for all the concern and encouragment i will stay strong and be happy always i am nt gonna be sad or emo anymore i wan to be a happy gal and i know i can do it (: even if i am sad i will still bring a smile I AM NT ACTING STRONG K.. i am strong and nth can be more important than my mission tat i have when i live i cannot bring anything to anyone but at least wif me i can bring u laughter and happiness haha(: I AM GG TO STAY HAPPY ALWAYS AND BE A HAPPPY GAL THERE IS NTH TAT IS IMPOSSIBLE IN UR EYES SO THERE IS NTH I HAVE TO WORRY (: |
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Friday, May 23, 2008 @ 11:36 PM argh............ ICA coming haiz... i am really v scared... and i dun even know y?? i am really v scared... i wanna to do the best and score high marks... i really dun wanna to disappoint my parents anymore... doing all the thing to make sure tat i will do well but even if i do all the insecurity still remians hw i wish i could get rid of u ... when randy always say "see u therE" and i always reply "hope to see u there " i kept wondering if i could really reach there... I really dun know hiaz... hw i wish all tis would end... hw hard muz i work to let u go off yesterday i went for the jam and hop tat was organised in school .. wif randy. eugene, kenneth, xin yi, viven, karren, aizat, and paulina haha had fun there ... everybody was so high later.... haha so love paulina.... we had fun there... haha glad i did nt went really wild man or else it will be trouble haha..:) haha hope they all enjoy it too :) den went to mos to eat den went home wif kenneth we had a great chat and yesterday i saw i diff side of him :) it was nt bad though haha:) AND WE ARE FRENZ ONLY ... stay at home today .. suddenly i juz thought a lot... things like -wat i wan in the future -y do i really live for -wat to do to feel the emptyness inside me -wat is my real self -hw to be really happy - am i really happy -hw to make my family a really happy family -wat i wan frm myself -hw to get rid of the insercurity inisde me -hw to be wat i wanna to be -y do i study for and more... i think i am gg back to the past losing my way again i really hate tis feeling ... wanting to get rid of tis feeling or nt running away frm all tis using all my might to nt think of all tis but i am really v tired of all tis... tryingg to remain happy even though i am nt .. trying to laugh and make everything go away but sometimes i really really feel v v tired of all tis.. i am really v tired and i hate to be tired but i know i cannot |
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Tuesday, May 6, 2008 @ 7:44 AM y are we always missing each other are we really nt fated to be together .. when i hear abt tat actually u were in love wif me i was shocked ... after lving u for so long.. crying for u... hearing frm u who u like and helping u ... AFTER ALL THIS THAT HAS HAPPEN .... den u told me actually u actually love me ??? wat do u wan me to do ??? when nw i have no feelings for u .. dun u think is too late... jux by saying and nt do anything will actually let me know that u actually really love me... wat do u wan to belief??? the only thing nw i could say is that IT IS ALL OVER LETS NT TOK ABT IT ANYMORE!!!!!!! life is jux so unpredicitable .... |