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Monday, July 30, 2007 @ 7:18 AM wow.. todae went to schl like usual ... so unlucky got caught for skirts haiz... doent the ppl have better things to do than to catch us for skirts ... they could spent the times on more benefical things... hiaz... so happy after schl i went to help out in the church to move things although it was was quite tiring but i had great fun...my TWINNIE is sick... so i wish tat she will recover soon and i will see her toml hehe:) take care of urself kk TWINNIE:) |
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Thursday, July 26, 2007 @ 7:23 PM haha.. todae i pon schl wif qing qing haha....staying at home sometimes can be quite fun... i wake up at 9 plus todae ... wow full of energy haha... yesterday forgot to blog... YESTERDAY haha me , hannah , lynette , william and CTG 126 ppl went to cell togather it was so fun... i nv know tat YJC have a cell grp .... CTG 126 ROx.... haha...we had a fun time togather.... i know lots of ppl tat i nv thought they actually exist in YJc haha... yup lve all of them wish the cell grp will one day become v big... wish hannah will not be upset abt her phone haha... smile be happy... hehe |
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Sunday, July 22, 2007 @ 8:21 AM haha.. todae was so happy i went for sevice todae and it was damn fun lol i lve it a lot.. haha... it was so impactful... i learnt a lot todae... haha den i had follow up with bong and den i learn even more things ... we had great time during the follow up and i get to see how is it at night in church haha....the funniest thing was i get to know a gal todae who had the same name as me PEI SHAN haha... so funny ... she is a nice person who is the chief in usher .. haha... and i am joining tat too...so we will have 2 pei shan in usher haha... so nice ...i have decided to be the one who bear good fruit and one day i will rise up as a leader... and i know the day will come ... hehe I LVE ((ZONE D)) |
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Friday, July 20, 2007 @ 8:25 AM wow todae stay in schl until so late lol todae gt PTD haha...but my parent did nt go lol ... wow we so cool lol play badminton until so long lol so tring .... I LVE WANQING,AILLISON,YONGWEN ,NICOLE lol.... haha.. they are so gd in badminton...haha i LVE MY TWIN SIS LOTS LOTS LOL....:) |
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Wednesday, July 18, 2007 @ 6:22 AM wow.. todae i gt to know so many things tat i did nt know in the past it was damn shocking lol... how i wish i did nt get to know lol...i hate the feeling of it how can he act like tis and lie when everybody knows it lol... gosh... haiz.. everyting is so screwed i am nt gonna to care abt it lol... haha todae i got to know more abt hana wow she is so like me.. haha...lve her so much lol..hehe |
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Tuesday, July 17, 2007 @ 2:58 PM yesterday we went to realise wat is all called dreams to all of us but it turn out nt to be really v gd now i am in a doubt whereby is it all worth it.... shld i just take it all at 1 pain and get the success or slowly. but if the result does nt turn out as wat i wan tat would be really bad... but wat if it does... haiz... i really dun know.... |
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Monday, July 16, 2007 @ 7:42 AM hmmm... yesterday i ate with my loving wanqing at some hong kong restaurant... we had a nice time there lol... haha.. it was quite surpirsing i did nt know wanqing eat like tat one haha... so funny... but i am quite happy to have her as my frnz... she is damn nice lol... she is the 1 in schl i can share problem with.. glad to have her as a frenz lol... den i went to met stacey and we studid a lityle bit ... all kh fault lol come and tok to us haha... but overall quite happy... hehe... as for todae ...nth much happen i am quite happy everything went smoothly... i think i am accepting wat she is now and tat i have adapted to it... hehe ... now i am in a happy postion ... hehe... wish eveything will remain like tat ... |
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Saturday, July 14, 2007 @ 6:14 AM todae it was quite ok nth much... todae i have to go for the leadership course it was quite fun lol.... hehe...actually nth much ba... den actually suppose to go and play pool but i overslept and too lazy haha tat y end up never go.. haha shld miss all the fun kh , ben and stacey so sorry kay haha... wish u are all nt angry wif me ba... hehe... lve u all i will try to make it for the next meeting ...:) |
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Thursday, July 12, 2007 @ 8:35 PM sian... la .. ai ya die le la all the subject all get U lol ai ya.... is tis a repeat if the past .. if it is i really wish tat i can break tis curse i wan to do well in mid year and nt just the final yr and tat my final year will get pulled down by my mid year... how?? feeling so down... tell me wat i shld do... i know tis is part of the plan of God i shld believe and have faith in him and nt doubt him.. PEI SHAN plz buck up pull up ur socks stop slacking and playing.... ai ya... die le die le.... ar.... somemore still gt parents meeting lol.. my parent is just gonna kill me when they see my marks and all the nagging will come up lol... ai ya is tis the wrong path and tat i have make the wrong decision... but no matter wat i still have to stay on... the one thing tat i nv regret doing in YJC is the frenz i make here lol... they are v nice and tis is thr onli thing i will nt bear when i leave tis place... "lve the neighbour as how much i lve myself" tis phrse enlighten me a lot i think tat i have to start learning to lve her and nt get angry and hate for her change ... although we cannot go back to the starting point but now i have take tis as the starting point and tat i will try to lve u even more... lets start afresh. i think and i wish everything will be fine soon k :)... hehe... i know it will even it doesnt i will still lve u... I LVE ALL MY YJC FRENZ... hehe :) (SCHL SUX)..... |
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@ 5:02 AM at last i realised that no matter how i hard i try and wat i do we will nv be able to go back to the starting point anymore...actually i already know tat but i just did nt wan to admit but truth is always hard to accept and it always hurt ... i feeing v bad...i dun know wat had lead to tis change .... maybe it is a stage growth ba or that it was actual characteristics it is just that i did nt know tat is why i feel tat she is changing or maybe it is nt her but the truth is tat maybe i change and tat i did nt notice i really dun know ... i have to learn how to adapt to tis situations although it may be hard or tat i have already adapted or used to it already... i really really dun know... but i know tat watever thing tat is when i come to the house of god i will always be happy.. haha... i am quite happy that god has sent me to church today to hear the sermen... it was damn nice and beneficial and tat frm there i learn to let go of things and take in new things and tat nt all changes are bad it may turn out gd if the old things do nt leave new things will nt be able to come...and tat god have gd plans for each and everyone... u shld nt be upset tat if u do nt excel in a section of ur life bec god is always fair and tat u will find out tat you have much more gd points beside it... all students do nt feel discourage or upset when u do nt do well in ur studies bec you will do well in othe areas of ur life... but plz continue to work hard and nt slack and i really wish tat everybody will promote up and tat they will stay happy always and tat i will be able to plan my things well and do well for my prmo... jia you.. i know u can do it hehe... lve me :) |
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Wednesday, July 11, 2007 @ 5:25 AM wow.. so tired today..tpday went for netball training.. it was nt bad lol and somemore today is the coach last day.. ai ya quite honoured to be part of it./.. hehe... ai ya must buck up on my skills liao le so long nv play all forget liao ai ya must buck up and also must study so nt to disappoint my parants...ai ya |
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Friday, July 6, 2007 @ 7:56 PM sian... feeling so sad after seeing his profile i think i am nt suited for him lol... ai ya...nvm.... la.... ai ya... now i shld more concentrate on studies and nt him.... juz let nature take place ba... haha.... i think i will be fime ba... haha... and i think i shld nt be sensitive to anything anymore ....y shld i be sensitive when i see her gg out wif my frenz... am i that bad ai ya ... i think i am quite bad lol... haiz.... i dun wan to care anything anymore....i really hate to study... gt study and nv study does nt make a diff ... i am so upset... how???? feel like crying... |
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Thursday, July 5, 2007 @ 3:16 AM sianz ... feeling so sad lol... i studied so hard for all my block test but all the results that came out were all nt to my expectations i feel so sad... i got a lot of U and tis require to see parents i feel so sad and scared i dun want to retain how???... i really dun want and neither do i want to see my frenz retain... imust study hard from now... i am now quite sick of project work.. i somethimes find it so irratating... ar...... o my gosh feel so bad and embarrassed i said bye to him... i say le... gosh.. i think he will find me damn wired lol... i v scared he do not like me now... wish he will nt happen and i wish i will not be hated by anybody i so sacred tat ppl will hate me... some of them sound like they dun like me i am so sacred .. i wish i will change to one that many ppl will like and nt...dislike.... and i will try nt to hate anybody... i see a lot of change in the grp but i wish it will all go back soon .... |