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Wednesday, January 30, 2008 @ 8:42 AM AT LAST .... wow after working everyday ... at last i have a chance to rest and catch up wif my frenz haha.. went out wif QIng today.. haha did nt really go anyway though bac i was really really v tired after many packed scheldue tat cause me to be unable to breath ... so sorry Qing we will catch up another day and i promise i will be full of enwergy to entertain u horse haha,,, feeling so tired and sad... thank you for the everything u have done for me.. i am really glad i met u.. although i know tat there is no possibility tat we will be together but i still wish for it ... please stop giving me hope and later tarnish it.. tis feeling is really terrible .. maybe tis is wat u wan to do but do u know tat tis always shake the decsion in my heart when u always do tis ??? can u stop treating me so nice... and stop misleading me giving me hopes den tarnish it with ur words i really really hate it really hate it |
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Thursday, January 3, 2008 @ 7:08 PM Do you know? Do you know? Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away? Do you know, do you know, do you know, do ya? Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed? If birds flying south is a sign of changes At least you can predict this every year Love, you never know the minute it ends suddenly I can’t get it to speak Maybe if I knew all the things it took to save us I could fix the pain that bleeds inside of me Look in your eyes to see something about me I’m standing on the edge and I don’t know what else to give. Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away? Do you know, do you know, do you know, do ya? Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed? How can I love you? How can I love you? How can I love you? How can I love you? If you just don’t talk to me, babe.I flow through my act There's a question: Is she needed? And decide all the man I can ever be. Looking at the last 3 years like I didI could never see us ending like this. Do you know?) Seeing your face no more on my pillowIs a scene that’s never ever happened to me. (Do you know?) But after this episode I don’t see You could never tell the next thing life could be Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away? Do you know, do you know, do you know, do ya? Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed? Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away? Do you know, do you know, do you know, do ya? Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed? (Do you know?) (Do you know?) (Do you know?) (Do you know?) Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away? Do you know, do you know, do you know, do ya? Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed? |
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Wednesday, January 2, 2008 @ 8:06 AM haha so happy todae went out with qing todae haha so happy ... gg out wif her make me feel so relaxed i really really lve her company.. last yr was nt a total waste .. i am so glad tat i found a so good frenz ... haha brought a bag todae wow i spent so much time on choosing the bag haha.. but i really like the bag... den went YJ back haha... it seemd so wired bec we went back wearing our home clothes .. but the feeling went off when i met all my frenz... so love them ... i saw my TWINNIE .. den we took a photo.. so miss her it has being really really long when i met her ... glad tat everything is gg smoothly in her life :) den celebrate birthday and a quick bite of the birthday cake THANKS YONG WEN FOR ORGANISING IT thinking tat i will see HIM but i did nt... but i think i have really forget u totally really totally and nw ur name is juz so unfamiliar until i have a doubt whether do i really know u ... haha den went burger king wif QINg haha we spent abt 1 1/2 hr there toking.. toking to her make me so assured tat my chioce is right ... maybe i juz nt suit to be there and i think nw i have find a place whereby it suits me and i see a big hope in this road tat i have chose and i am gg to walk and i wish tat it will be good ...haha den went Hong Kong cafe to eat den we continue toking ... haha so love QING ... we are juz like frenz tat have nt met for thosands of years... we had nv ending things to say.. haha ... tis is so funny and we are juz like sisters who have so many things in common ... i am really realli glad to have her... lve u so much i wish tat u will really find a place tat is for u and tat tis would be a correct path for u and we will work hard to goal we have and tis goal will nv be dream anymore *really wish tat i will know u till the end *continuing loving u maynt be the best thing but letting go maynt be a bad thing *being frenz is better than losing u eventually *love is not about finding someone you can live with, but finding someone you can't live without. - really lve tis phrase |