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Thursday, July 12, 2007 @ 5:02 AM at last i realised that no matter how i hard i try and wat i do we will nv be able to go back to the starting point anymore...actually i already know tat but i just did nt wan to admit but truth is always hard to accept and it always hurt ... i feeing v bad...i dun know wat had lead to tis change .... maybe it is a stage growth ba or that it was actual characteristics it is just that i did nt know tat is why i feel tat she is changing or maybe it is nt her but the truth is tat maybe i change and tat i did nt notice i really dun know ... i have to learn how to adapt to tis situations although it may be hard or tat i have already adapted or used to it already... i really really dun know... but i know tat watever thing tat is when i come to the house of god i will always be happy.. haha... i am quite happy that god has sent me to church today to hear the sermen... it was damn nice and beneficial and tat frm there i learn to let go of things and take in new things and tat nt all changes are bad it may turn out gd if the old things do nt leave new things will nt be able to come...and tat god have gd plans for each and everyone... u shld nt be upset tat if u do nt excel in a section of ur life bec god is always fair and tat u will find out tat you have much more gd points beside it... all students do nt feel discourage or upset when u do nt do well in ur studies bec you will do well in othe areas of ur life... but plz continue to work hard and nt slack and i really wish tat everybody will promote up and tat they will stay happy always and tat i will be able to plan my things well and do well for my prmo... jia you.. i know u can do it hehe... lve me :) |