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Saturday, September 8, 2007 @ 8:49 AM haha.. so many days nv blog le...tis few days i stayed in wan qing house .. haha.. it was fun...we studyed together and i think it was nt too bad although sometimes i may feel tat it is nt productive.. haha remember i stayed in her house on the first night.. haha.. it seems like i am singapore and i am surrounded wif water .. haha.. tat was excatly wat happen on the first night .. haha.. the air-condition was nt at gd condition so water kept leaking until when i was all surrounded wif water... initially i thought it was me... bec i was all wet... but when i saw the water around me... i gt so shocked... den i thought do i have the ability to produce so much water... haha.. nt me but my body haha.. den i woke wan qing up.. den she opened her eyes so big and look at me .. gosh tis is so scary .. haha.. den she told me it was the air-con den i felt a peace in my heart .. haha .. luckily nt me .. all else it will be so embarrassed... hehe.. tat night was a cold nite hehe... haha... den wan qing jus slept ;like a pig .. haha den we studied all day... i feel tat i know her for so long.... we have endless things to say.. haha.. we can tok abt the moon, the sky, the star .. haiz.. jus everything we can all tok abt.. i am so happy to have her as my frenz.. although we i just know for less than a year.. but she seem so close to me like i know her for so many generation .. haha.. so love her.. she is like a pilliar to me.. when i am down i can tell her .. when i am happy she can share my joy.. there is no barrier between us.... tis is wat i like ...i felt tat i am so lucky to have her... even our mothers came frm the same part of the city in malaysia... frm within thousands of ppl we met and became gd frenz.. tis is nt jus by luck.. it was all density... i will treasure tat is given by him... god have sent me so many ppl in my life to help me throgh crisis tat i sometimes think i do nt deserve it but god love me so much tat .. he gave me many pillars to lean on when i am in need .. i am really v happy.. and he made me in the way.. tat i will be always happy.. thanks for everything u have done for me GOD ... and for the past few days wan qing kept scolding me lu ci .. haha.. it was so funny .. actually i am realli one i jus cant recoginise the road .. haha.. den me and wan qing did many things .. haha.. i just saw the other side of wan qing tat i did nt see b4 haha... she was so funny.... den we even say tat in future if we have bf .. we will make sure tat they will be gd frenz.. haha.. it is to tis extent .. tis is so fun .. haha....
she damn clusmy la she dropped the lao po bin i buy for her... she pig lol....den she still can laugh.. sometimes i wondered if she is really ok.. den went to church today... haha.. den was on usher duty today.. it was quite fun.. i had a great time.. the sermen tat was preached todae was quite impactful.. i think tis sermen is for me.. there are times whereby i lack the hunger in me and tat is why i lose the motivation in me tat is why i sometimes stopped chasing on god words.. i wan back the first love i have in me... sometimes i doubt the purpose of me coming to church .. is it bec of the ppl i tat is y i stayed ... i really wish tat 1 day i would stay in the church because of the him.. GOd .. i wanna to stay bec of him.. i wan to stay in his pressence in his church... i wan to get to know abt him.. i wan others to be saved .. i wan to do many many things for him.. i wanna the faith in me to be restored.. and i wan to reach to a whole new level.. i wan to continue to grow in god.. there is so many wans i have... and i know wif him tis wan will all be fufiled... he will give me the strength and guide me through ....i know tat althought i am nt faithful to him sometimes but he still continue to help me in ways tat i cannot see... i know he is THE TRUTH, THE LIFE AND THE WAY.. i wan to give my nicest days to him and glories him... i wish the I in me will die but it is HIM who live inside me.... |