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Saturday, September 29, 2007 @ 12:18 AM it is not i am going crazy anymore ... i seriously think i am really crazy.. all my frenz have the same thinking i think they are all so scared of me ...haha i think i am just ONE .. onli ONE more step to MI wif all this stress i am living in maybe nw HAlF a step in... i think when prmo come.... i think i will have a bed there ...haha and there is no turning back... nw my heart is living in fear.. things have been leaving me... people have been living me .. the day will come when i will left wif nothing realli NOTHING as for nw wat i fear most is losing tis seat this seat is so near yet so far... i am realli v SCARED i will lose tis seat eventually tis is wat i dun wish to see at last.. tis will be the most painful thing in life i am nw stuggling so hard to get the seat but i really fear tat no matter hw hard i struggle to get the seat the seat will still be gone realli GONE and forever . .. ... .... ..... ....... GONE.... |