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Friday, December 28, 2007 @ 9:12 PM feeling so terrible... unsure y i would have tis feeling nv thought tat i would have tis reaction ... maybe it is juz tat i am nt prepared thinking tat it was wat i thought but it did not happen... the reply gave me a shock.. and my heart felt empty REALLY EMPTY... INSECURITY feels my heart ... y would all tis happen feel like crying but i juz could nt.. but tears kept rolling down ... having to bless them when i could nt no matter hw hard i try ... always being a idoit in front of ppl all these while thinking tat u are mine telling the ppl u like saying tat there is a possiblity BUT it is all a joke WAT A BIG JOKE hw i wish i did nt ask abt it and nt knowing anything maybe i would have felt better ... dun wish to meet anybody nw I THINK TIS IS THE BEST BIRTHDAY GIFT U HAVE GIVEN TO ME . REALLY THE BEST |