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Wednesday, March 19, 2008 @ 10:14 AM haiz... yesterday was a realli bad day for me at first... felt so unhappy nv thought tat u will do tis to me... u shld have at least ask me.. at least i will nt be v upset abt it.. do u know hw would it feel if i heard the news frm other ppl ??? when ppl thinking tat i will be gg along and giving the "STOP BLUFFING" face saying tat it is so impossibe tat i am nt invited... i have nv allow ppl to feel leave out but y ppl are doing tis to me nw... do u all so dislike me until like tat... but the only thing i am glad is tat u were honest me when i ask u... felt so left out... is tis really wat will happen to us eventually... APART kept passing through my brian.. i know tat by my character eventually we will be... but cant u see i am doing everything to save it.. and nt wanting it to end... but i think u dun see it bec of ur other frenz... i know clearly tat they are obvious more impt den me bec u have known them much earlier den me.... so i had nth to say.... but i really wish tat the ending would be a nice wan... does it mean tat loving someone means tat they dun need frenz anymore??? i wanting to get rid of tis mentality saying tat "i am pretty so u are expected to like me"and when u dont the feeling of anguish comes out cursing y he does nt like me but like a so ugly gal instead .... is thinking have upset me for long ... i hate tis thinking ... tis is feeling makes me feel worse everyday... when they pass through my mind... but i am glad when i went to meet vincent and kelvin it is seriously long when i last saw them.. they really change a lot... had a happy time together esp when we went ming zhui hse to play mahjong .. wow so impressed tat they could continuously play till dawn ... and the most the most impresive one is tat vincent could tok frm the moment he came in to the hse till he left the hse and totally dun feel thirsty... i am really glad to have this entertainment .. although at times it may be irratating but we really enjoy his nonsense causing us to have continuous laughter i am so glad to have him as my frenz... haha :) wan qing hope everything will be fine for u :) cheer up no matter wat happen we will support u :) if there is anything i can help please tell me although i am a v chatty person but i ahve a pair of good listening ear .. so always give me a call when u wan to borrow k:) lve u :) |