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Monday, March 3, 2008 @ 9:11 AM todae... went out wif my sweensens frenz.. haha ... quite a fun day... spent on bomb luckily tis is once in a few times nt everytime... we spent abt 300 dollars todae... wow so impressive we went to had lunch together , den went to play pool den we went for three hrs cycling haha ... so fun den went swenseens to have our dinner... we spent like 180 dollars jux eating haha .... den went to k box and had a fun time there.... haha so love all of them... i am so blessed to have all of them as my frenz.... hiaz... went seating the bus home today .. i think a lot... i felt that i am lost again... have no goals in life... feeling so unloved feeling so out of place most of the time... i think i have changed to be a so unhappy person and nw i dun even know hw does it feel like to smile from my heart.. i hate tis change in me... really hate it... sometimes i jux feel like i dun belong there ... i feel tat i dun even know a single person .. and have emo one side and nobody even give a damn abt it... having no one to love and jx having to see ppl falling in love and even having to become a matchmaker to them... i am feeling so terrible ... there is nth tat i can look forward to nw ... really pratically NOTHING wat am i gonna to do... feel like breaking down ... who is gonna to save me from all tis who???? and will anyone give a damn... i doubt so ba.... |