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Wednesday, March 26, 2008 @ 10:58 AM went to shwan hse to eat... den went out wif qing in the afternoon ... i have learn a lot wif her ... i am so glad to have her as my frenz... i am glad tat i did nt gave her up and took the last step ... i can jux be myself in front of her no worries at all... she allow me to see wat in the past i did nt use to see ... i always thought tat i needed a lot of frenz i needed to be popular to feel love... but after knowing her i know tat is nt true... so wat if u know the whole world ppl but hw many will really care for u ... nw i jux feel tat i jux need a few a few tat will really care for me tat is ENOUGH tis is all i need .... half of my life seraching for wat i dun need jux make me feel like an idoit but i am really glad tat i have found an ans at last ... after toking to qing today i jux feel gradually quite sad... thinking tat i am always the most unfortunate person in thw world make me feel v stupid to have tis thinking nw ... in tis world actually there are even more ppl who are even more unfortuante den me .. i am toatlly nt fit to say this words... TOTALLY NT FIT AT ALL.. sometimes hw i wish i have the power to make them happy ... there are so many thinngs i wan to say but i dun know hw to put ion words haiz... jux so pei fu qing,... she is suh a nice gal... she can sacrifice everything for a frenz ... i think if it is me i dun think i can do it lo... i am jux so gald u are my frenz:) |